Ok,

having cheated on my boyfriend whilst on holiday with the American Chris, I have developed v.v.v.v. bad tonsillitis as punishment, most definitely from him. guess karma does work then!! BUGGER!

rang bf to say that he probably, no definitely has it and all he could say was:
“oh well...at least you haven’t got brain cancer!”

The least I can say is that I expected some sympathy from him, especially after all we have been through. We’ve been together for nearly 5 months and yet in the 2nd month he was nearly killed in a car accident, and landed in hospital for over a month (6 weeks to be exact). During that time I went and visited him every single day, even though I was doing my A level exams and had to travel over 60 to see him each day. Any remorse or concern for me when I’m ill? Fat chance so I can safely say that when I’m better, this relationship is over, the mean, arrogant, selfish tosser. He didn’t even ask how I felt or that he hoped for a speedy recovery. Well darling this relationship is over, I just hope that he gets tonsillitis too!!!

Truth is that I still care about dick the bf, but how can i stay with him if it is a one sided relationship, where he expectes the woman to be the woman? take this for example, one day i was doing the ironing at home when dick turned up. did he help? no, just called it "a woman's job". I feel that he doesn't care half for me as i do him. He still gets jealous about my male friends and ex, whom i'm still good mates with. What does he want me to be, a housewife @ 18 for him?

Oh and things get much better, well revenge wise,...got a text from the American who is now back in London and wants to meet up. What shall I do? Is it that hard to guess?? We'll see won't we...